ok so if you know me at all you know that i am majorly against christmas....well back up ...im not agianst christmas at all im agianst how it is celebrated...but thats not why im writing. ill fill you in on that at a later time. im writing to tell you all not to forget what christmas is all about. now the reason that i am writing this so late ...on the day of christmas.... is to really show you what i mean. Think back on all the things that youve done for christmas this year. Think about all of the decorations that you hung that are of santa and elves. Think about all the little ones that you got all hyped up about santa and how many of them that you told if they were naughty they wouldnt get gifts. Think of all of those things that you did this christmas season and then think about what christmas is really about. What the hell have we all been doing. Now think about that next year and mabey then you can celebrate a true christams and not this ...fake...invented...holiday of reindeer and santas...Mabey next year you can spend a real christmas with all of your family and friends and really talk about what christmas is all about... plain and simple
ok so have you ever done anything cuz you wanted to make yourself feel better and then later feel even worse that you were so selfish. I have. I needed to be there for someone. But i guess i felt that i couldnt . IDK it was stupid . so i ended up not being there for them. Man i hope they hate me now i really do. I love them more than life itself but ihope they hate me. plain and simple
Ok so i hate it when people yell at me for flirting. First of all its none of thier business and second of all i dont see anything wrong with it. That is as long as it doesnt go any further than that. I mean who is it hurting? And i also hate it when the guy flirts back (well i dont hate that... but i hate it when i get yelled at because they do flirt back).Thats not my fault and the girls or guys for that matter... are just jealous. But none of this matters cuz i dont like the guy/guys that i "flirt" with. I have a boyfriend and im happy with that for now. I mean come on people mind your own business. And you shouldnt be bothered by it anyways cuz the guy/guys dont like me...well or you for that matter...lol. But anyway my point is that its not like im cheating ok. Plus usually in just talking to the guy and being nice and everyone thinks that that is me flirting and that i like him. Cant i just carry on a pleasent conversation with a guy that is not my boyfriend without getting crap for it. Apparently not. Let me know what you think even if you disagree. But w/e thats what i think. plain and siimple.
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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.
I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.