Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Sucky

Everything sucks. Serious rollercoaster. For like two weeks everything is great and then....Bam!...everything goes down the shitter. Oh well thats life. I guess ive just gotta wait til everything goes up again. So until then....plain and simple

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Boreing but O well

ok hey.....so this weekend was totally crazy. I cant tell you what happened on friday night so if you want to know then youll have to ask. Then i went to M's and watched his kids. God they are so freaking cute. I love them! ok and then i came home for a few minutes and got my new room all set up and I painted it too. So i think ill move in on Monday. Yeah!!!! and then i went back to M's house to chill......im there right now. I know none of this sounds crazy but it really is...if you want to know then let me know and ill explain later. So i think im going home tonight so that i can get to school in the morning but im not sure yet. Ill be there for sure on Tuesday though. Im doing pretty well for the most part though. I was a wreck on friday but im over that and now im fine. I know everything will work out ....it always does....not always in the way i wanted it to, but it works out somehow. plain and simple. (sorry its so boreing this time...lol)

Perfect

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.

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