so i found out the other day that Z checks this periodically so i thought i might as well write on here again. He will appreciate it. So things have been kinda shitty lately but they are getting better. I have been spending a lot of hang out time with Z :) and things are good but there is nothing new to report and im not planning on having anything happen for awhile if you know what i mean ;). Things at home are ok i guess. They are getting better and i think my parents are finally starting to realize that im a good kid and they can trust me. Cuz i really dont do anything that bad. If only they really understood :(. Well school is out in like ten minutes and then i have to tutor for another hour. Of course after that i am going to Z's house to talk and hang out and prob watch a movie. My life is good and im very content....just plain and simple
Perfect
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.
I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.
