Friday, May 22, 2009

8 More Days

Ok so I cant wait for school to end.  Im so sick of everyone and everything! No offense to anyone who is reading this. Im sorry! I just had to get that out of my system! Ok well all better so i guess ill be back later.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Last Day For You

This is a shout out to all my senior friends. I love you all and im really going to miss not having you around. J, ill miss having you to pick on me. Ill miss picking on you. But i will actually miss having someone that i can trust with anything and that trusts me. Im sorry that i disappointed you this week. I know what i did is bad and im sorry. I luv you and i hope we can keep in touch. So i basically wrote this for all of my senior friends but to one special guy. Z you are my best freind, my everything. This will all be hard for me to say because i cant stand the thought of not having you at school with me everyday. I cant stand the thought of not having you all to myself when ever i need you. I know im selfish but thats just how i feel. I love you more than anyone in the whole world. i am really going to miss you. I cant even explain this to you in words. I hope that you know how i feel because i cant stand to think about it right now....Im in love with you!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

New Guys

OMG i finally like two new people. They are so awesome. They have been there for me through all of these tough times. They stick up for me and give me great advice. So if you havent found anyone then just hang in there you will find them.

Feeling Shitty

So have you ever just felt like everything is falling apart? Nothing is good and everything sucks. Well I have for the past few days. I might just be very dramatic, but either way i feel terrible. I guess what comes up must come crashing down right?  School is really shitty  and home is sucking . But thats life....ok well thats all i have in me for right now....ill be back to finish later

Perfect

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.

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