Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Crazy/Future

So school is soooo crazy right now! I was not ready for all of this. Mondays i have study groupish thing, tuesdays i tutor E, wednesday i go to my dads, thursday i tutor H, fridays i go to football games, go bowling with the fowler crew, and i go to my dads, saturday i have community service, and sunday i have church and youth group. My life is sooo busy! But this weekend is different...im going up to CMU to visit Z and his friend H. H is way cool! She is really nice and im excited to get to know her. I miss Z a lot and im excited to see him too. I saw him last saturday cuz i was in Mt. P so i told him to meet up with me. I was really good to see him again cuz i have been missing him really bad. I decided today that i think im going to go to NMU for teaching in english and spanish. Either that or CMU. Z said he would transfer to NMU if thats where im going to go. That caught me offgaurd! Im not prepared to be responsible for something that major. But that scares me a little bit that someone that i love is willing to change their life so that they can be around me. I dont want to hurt him. I really love him. O well its a little while from now and i have some time to think. But yeah i am super excited for this saturday! YAY! ok well im going to go cuz ppl are calling me. Always be prepared for the future! Plain and Simple.
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