Thursday, October 23, 2008

Change

So do you ever feel like you know everything about someone, you always know what they are thinking, you understand them completetly, i mean your best friends with them. And then one day you just feel like everything has changed. You feel like your missing out on things with them becasue they dont tell you anything anymore, you cant read them and you dont know how they feel, when they try to explain things to you you are completely lost and just dont get it. I HATE IT!! Dont get me wrong i love my life and i wouldnt change it. But sometimes i just miss how things used to be. Im sure everyone feels like that sometimes. I think what im trying to say is i dont really like change. Well im scared of change. There is no real way to avoid it either. People change, ideas change, opinions change, i change, and well time keeps passing and things keep happening. But i miss the old times....lol...i dont think im even old enough to have old times yet....but either way sometimes im just saddened by the things that are lost...relationships, memories, conversations, the way someone looks at you. Thats one thing that really does hurt. Its hard to explain. But when you have feelings for someone and they have feelings for you too, you exchange this look....a look that you both give each other....letting them know that there is nothing that they would rather be doing then being there with you. Its the best feeling in the world. And then when your looking at that person one day.....and they dont give you that look anymore...its the worst feeling in the world. Im not sure if that makes sense but if you have had that with someone then you understand what i mean. And for those of you that have not experianced that yet...dont worry you will...be patient. plain and simple
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Jen and Barry said...

Hey! Very thoughtful, and perceptive! I like your blog alot! Hey- The Angst was the post that I was talking about- just in case you thought it was brittany's post which was something like way less depressing or something. any way... yea- I am so confused about so many things. I think I might just email you about it later! Peace!

October 24, 2008 at 9:48 AM

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I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.

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