Friday, October 17, 2008

Friday Night Game

ok so tonight we lost the footabll game....but honestly i dont care... i mean yeah i wanted to win but im really not that interested in it. I spent most of the time with Z. He is amazing. It is always hard for me to leave his side whenever i am with him. If i could i would still be there....with our arms wrapped around each other....mmmmm....i miss it already. yeah yeah i know im crazy...your question is "why are you guys not together?" well it is more complex than that. but i think im getting to the point where i dont care. i mean i cant be with him right now because i have feelings for other guys but im crazy about Z. I dont know what to do. Im gonna get hurt no doubt. but i really dont care. well mabey i do.....grrrrrr i dont know what to do or what to think or say. im just crazy .....about him and just about everything in general. plain and simple
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