Thursday, October 16, 2008

Family

I know this is like my third entry tonight but i have to get you caught up with my life. So dont judge me here i go. I live with my mom and my step dad for the moment. My dad left us when i was about idk 6. I see him on the weekends and at least one day during the week. He is my hero and my idol. I LOVE YOU DAD!!! um my family and i have some issues but we are getting help...well i am ...they are not. I dont feel comfortable telling you everything right now so lets just say i dont deal well with stress and i get mad at myself way too easily. But like i said im getting help. My step mom is the bomb. Her name is Karman and she rocks. I love her to death. Shes a little crazy but thats why she is so great, there is nobody like her. I have a sister faith and she is pretty cool but i dont talk to her as much as i used too. I guess we are both just too busy with school and friends and work. I also have a sister Keshia. Her and i dont get along so great anymore. But that is a whole differant story for a whole differant time. She lives in Grand Rapids now so i dont see her much anymore. ok now im really tired and im goingt o go hop in the shower. People say that family is the most important thing...well i disagree the only members of my family that are important are those that are my friends. plain and simple

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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.

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