Thursday, October 30, 2008

Im sorry

ok so is it bad to be happy for something that makes someone else sad?. i mean im not happy im just relieved i guess. but whatever. I do think that i need to say that i appreciate my best friend. He is awesome. I prolly dont tell him enough but id be lost without him. I feel really bad sometimes becasue i pretty much treat him like crap. I dont even think about it. I just say things that are really mean and i talk to him like hes stupid. Hes not stupid. I mean yeah sometimes im frustrated with him but i luv him to death and i dont want to treat him like crap. I just always seem to make really degrading comments to him. I DONT MEAN IT!!!! I just vent sometimes and its not very nice. And of course he doesnt accept my appologies so i dont know what to do. IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY!!! im sorry that i say things and make you feel 2 inches tall. Im sorry that i get upset when all of your attention isnt on me . Im sorry im so spoiled, and jealous, and selfish, ok im sorry. plain and simple.
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Anonymous said...

It really does depend on what you're happy about and what the person is sad about. I doubt that you truly treat your best friend like crap, because would he really stay around if you did? If you feel that strongly about it then try and change it ... You're not selfish, everyone gets jealous, and you have no reason to be sorry!

November 1, 2008 at 3:57 PM

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