Sunday, November 23, 2008

Depending on you

ok so i dont ask for much....well i dont think its much. I ask of you these things: dont lie to me. dont decieve. dont get too jealous. treat my friends well (there are exceptions). dont yell at me. dont force me into anything. keep my secrets. and last but not least keep your promises. Ok so thats kinda a lot i guess but is it really that hard to do? A promise to me is differant than a promise to most people. A promise to most people is when you say the words "i promise". well to me if you say " i will " or "i wont" or anyhting close to that that is a promise. If you cant do something then dont tell me that you are going to! I hate that! i might be over reacting but i dont care. this is how i feel. I have to be able to trust you and to depend on you ( to an extent). If you say you will be there...then you had better be there. If you say you will call...then you better freaking call. If you tell me it wont happen again....then it better not. I prolly sound like a bitch but i really dont care. And the worst part is that you know i feel this way and yet you still can not do those few things that i ask of you. And that hurts me....it really does. You just dont get it...if you are honest with me i wont get mad. Just tell me and i will be ok. Give me the chance to act reasonably. If i ask you to do something and you dont want to or you cant ...then thats ok but dont tell me that you will....just tell me no and i will deal with that a hell of a lot better than you makeing a promise you cant keep. And if your thinking this is about you not calling.....then you dont know me .....then you dont know me at all. Im not mad.... but this is how i feel...and i know ...talk about drama queen... but i feel better now that i got that off my chest.....i love you. plain and simple
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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.

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