Thursday, November 6, 2008

Forgive

Im not mad anymore. Well not really. And I mean I have no right to be mad in the first place anyways. But I guess that doesn’t really matter because either way I was mad…rather I had the right or not. Well I wouldn’t say I was mad or angry I would say that I was more upset. I was hurt. But im not upset now and I wasn’t upset for very long anyways. I just haven’t forgiven you yet. And I shouldn’t have to forgive you because you did nothing wrong that needs forgivness. Confusing I know but I think you know what I mean. I just think it would be bad to start off in a bad place. I mean to start off with me holding a grudge I guess you could say would be a really bad thing. I just think that we need to start fresh and right now im still stuck with old…negative…feelings and that’s not cool. Im sorry. I finally know what I want and im not ok with actually having it.
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