Monday, November 10, 2008

I told you so

I love my friends to death...and i love thier advice...but its hard when they all give me differant advice and they all expect me to listen to them. I cant please everyone. And i hate knowing that someone is going to be able to say "i told you so" But i do have a problem. I dont know what to do. Ive thought about it and thought about it and i have no clue. I mean basically everyone thinks the same thing...well except like two people. I dont know what i think. I think that im scared to death that everyone is right. Is he really like that? Do i just not notice it? I mean yeah sometimes i can see that he has that potential...but is it that serious? Do i really let him push me around and influence me too much? Is everyone just worrying too much? I dont know what to do. I cant make a choice here. I mean no choice is right. Do i say yes just becasue i have no concrete reason to say no. Or do i say no to avoid a bad situation that may or may not ever happen? Babe if your reading this...im sorry....im sorry i make you wait and make you feel bad...you have no idea how bad i feel now...this makes me physically sick to my stomach...i dont know what to do....and thats not fair to you...Ive never been fair to you...i just need to talk to you....plain and simple
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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.

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