Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Unsure but Working on it

ok so things are good. Z and I are finally together. Well officially. I just got a vision of people paying up for their bets. Lol. But yeah i hope this is a good thing. I feel a little unsure of it and its a little scarey because it didnt exactly go too well the last time. Im sure a lot of you know what i mean by that. But im not going to do that again so no worries there. Im just a little scared that it is going to feel wierd ya know. I dont know why but w/e. All is good im just a little freaked out about what we are going to do once he...well....nvm im not going to think about that. It doesnt matter...lol...But i think im pretty happy for the most part. I guess we will just wait and see. Im sick of school already and i cant wait until christmas break. I hate christmas break but ill do anything for a break from school. O that reminds me. I have to talk to Z about some stuff that has to do with that. Ummm well now that that part of my life is kinda settled im going to start working on stuff with my friends. I need to build up some of the relationships that ive lost. I think ive kinda been ditching my friends. So im sorry for that guys! I promise ill work on it. I will get better at balancing things i promise. Plain and simple
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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'.

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is when you are talking on the phone with them or even laying next to them and somehow you are still missing them because they are just not close enough, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting butterflies in ur stomach when they walk into a room and smile at you.

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